8/22/2011

When Lovely Turn To Enemy Part 2 .

she somehow ask dem to change tyty to a real woman and tyty seems like dem as well . oh what ? However my sister was not in sober listening to their conversation so i tried to forget it eventhough i'd cry already .



Im went back to tuaran again and it was the last two week i've been there . I quit my study after few days . Actually i just cant separated from my love , i just cant stand it and it is one of the reason why i'd quit . One day on shitty evening , it was on friday where we were calling as usual , she told me that miza told something freak to her on the thursday's night . She was staying at kk till late night with her other friends . She then asked tyty to call her and when they had connected already , she asked tyty to stay with them , she request for something that she couldnt describe through handphone and must be done by face to face . However tyty rejected her request though she was forcing . Later then she suddenly talked about feeling . She asked tyty if she love her or not . Tyty then telling her no and she kept talking bout that issue . She said she would rather want to share tyty with me . OMGGG ! I am really shocked by the moment . It was like my heart been cut without bleeding . I planned to go to Kk on saturday morning but i changed my mind as i heard bout the story . I decided to go to Kk on the same day , few minutes after we were calling .



I feel the biggest betraying was occuring and i do not have any idea what to do next . Should i ask directly to miza what is her intention by doing that stuff or should i just silent ? I dont know . I just wanna reach there as soon as possible . However , i became silent as i arrive . Her lovely attitude made me think there's no problem between us . Huh . I hate myself for not having the courage to ask for the truth .



Everything seems going good . She was still joking between us , as usual . I cant deny the fact that she was used to tyty more than i am . She ll be the first person to sit near , the first to talk to her . I accept that as a common matter since i know it's her job . As thing goes on well , i have no doubt to her though there are a lot of things she done which hurt me . She ll angry to me if i do not want to follow them to go to clubbing or any such activity . She doesnt care bout my condition and keep forcing me with the reason , tyty wouldnt want to go with them without me . Why must tyty go along ? Well , yeah , everyone knows why .



So this is the crap . As usual ,she was forcing me on a night where she want to have some supper late night and i just dont want to go as i get drunk already . Its became the point where we had our terrible fight for the first time . Tyty came into our room and ask me to stop quarreling . I just feel so hot like been fuck up . I grabbed my handbag and get into ernest's car after i talk a little screaming to just go on with the plan to have the supper . I wait for a quite long time then tyty came into the car along . I was not realize yet miza is not there with us till i'd got in sober a little bit . As i realize she's not with us , i getting mad and keep asking ernest to turn back to fetch her . They refuse and tyty was angry to me like hell . I started to cry and situation became terrible where ernest increase the speed as we didnt stop quarreling and we were almost get into the accident . I then stop to cry and just silent untill we arrived at ernest's home . How could i cry for someone like her ? I have no idea bout that hell .



On the early month , we both started to work at office . I was located at Alamesra meanwhile she was at Kk Times Square . I used to go out of the office earlier than her so i'll wait for her at Kk and we go back home together . Things do not goes on as usual when she get a couple . She spent her time after work with her boyfriend . She always asked me to cheat aunty why she was there lately . As usual , on a day where i went out of office , i texted her but i did not get any respon . I was thinking that she might have some work to do . As i arrived at Kk , i called and again but she did not pick my call up . By the moment , i was texting with tyty and i told tyty im going home alone so she decided to call miza and in just once , her call get pick up by miza . Oh what the ? Okay . She then asked miza why she did not pick my call up and she answered that she just heard the ringing tone and no fodr the previous time . Oh , okay . I was really getting my mind fuck up and send her text that i wont want to care about her anymore .



Later that night , i was on calling with tyty and we were talking bout her . Tyty made a hypothesis that miza acting weird after tyty and i get couple because she love one of us . I was then thinking and it is impossible if she had love me before because we were friend for such a long time and she is STRAIGHT . Huh . As i remember that tyty's friend , fendy has ever told us that miza want tyty . He knews it from her body language . Oh hell , this is just hell . When i was taking back the previous moment where she did not like tyty at all at first , i prefer only 1 word for her , she want tyty for MONEY? . erh . okay . What else ? She was keep telling me that tyty do not suit me at first . She is not much cute , tall , and thin . So why she still want tyty ? Urgghhh . As i spinned my memory to the pass , i realize there are so many things she did like she want tyty . Omggg .



So that night i try to quest for Lyn's opinion . She told me that the night where i was quarreling with miza , she had backstab me after im gone . She told Lyn that i become worst day by day . My responsibility is to turn tyty to a better human but i turn her to worst . And thing that i just cant believe where she said i just want tyty's money , i was manipulating her . This is really nonsense . She knows me deeper than others . She knows how i am , how i used to be so why did she talk like that ? I was really broken down , my heart turn into pieces as i heard bout that . I thought she is the one who understand me , knows me well . I thought she will always be kind towards me , eventhough she always cheating people , i never thought she was cheating me too . What had i done ? Did i ever hurt her before ? Or maybe i have lied her before ? Or she just dont like to see people's pleasure ? Ohmannn . I never thought she would cheating on me like she did to the others . I lost my friend again :))



nowadays , we do not talking to each other for almost half month though we are in a house . I do not talk bout the issue yet . I want she to ask me first bout this . I want she realize her mistake herself . How bout she going to ? Well , i might have to forgive her but we wont be friend anymore . She do not deserve to be my friend and same goes to tyty . I wont let her to be friend with tyty . I might had forgive but it is impossible to forget all the crap she had done . Today ? And tommorow will never be the same as yesterday . I am not that kind person to just forget completely the tragis scene .

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