Having Lunch With Love and The Others ;)

Date : 22/06/2011
Time : Around 12.31
Place : Putatan



tem pge2 my love tnya i dh maam kh blm , then i caap x mw maam maggie c miza beli saab x sedap . then bila dea tnya mw maam ap , i jwb mw maam KFC gn dea . Miahahaha . fes2 th b'snap dl d jejantas dkt KFC th . mtcm besa , miza lh plenk byk pix dea :D


My Snapshot



--> Miza






--> Miza & Lea





--> Me and Love at KFC


and at the edn , she kiss my cheek :D hho . jgn jeles ~



My Snapshot At Home b4 Write This :)))



--> Intro ? Hha !




--> uhhh . bidaa kaan ?




--> ad org msukk japp .





--> xda org sd terus b'gete . hha !







act byk lge pixca tem nh . tpe i bwt simple jerr cnh . nant u all tgk kat fb lh yerr :))) :D

crap !!!

haih . down ak bgnh tw . at first ohkk2 seja kme b'txt . tpe neo tb2 suruh ak cll mw infrm ak pasal vacancy . ngam2 tyty cl jg tem th . bgs2 sd cnference , dea kc mati . ak kc cnnct spya dea x piker bkn2 . tpe last2 , kme t'b'gaduh gara2 th seja . hell pui . kimaaaa . ohkk lh . ndmw jg mengasih bsr prblm . yg ak tw , ak down b'abes nh . i fuck people . bodo . mampus lh .



Ak rhsa mtcm mw jde pk . mw plaa ak rhsa mtcm mn b'coup dgn ladies nh . slama nh if ad org tny knp ak mw coup dgn kaum sjnis , ak caap saab kme saling memahami . tpe kenyataannya , TIDAK . so , mw plaa ak m'test nh . kimaaa . ohh ladies . . come closer and move ur boobs towards me , shake ur hips and naked urself . oh mannn . gilaaa sd ak . ya ampun . GOD ? budu lh kw zel . tem swsah ja kw piker tuhan th . bgs jgn . anjingnya perangai . matae . .



Well , tde boby cll ak . sweet nya suara dea . ntah ap angin dea . bsing mulut dea menanya itu ini . hapy th hapy jg , tpe , ak lbe b'syukur saab ak xda feeling sd shma dea . x t'sntuh pn tem dea b'caap tde . aha .




Heyhey , my name is hazel !

When heart truthfully spoken .

I love u . i've got nothing else to impress what i really am . i mish u and and i really am . i mish all about u . i mish ur cooly eyes , ur sweet smells , ur calming smile , ur passionate touch , ur soft kiss , ur hot hug , yeah . i love em . this is my first love story . i really hope this would be d last as well . be with you is just like being in heaven where the comfort is around me all the time . i just cant kill my tears when u suddenly moody towards me cz i am really weak . i know that i shouldn't to , this is just too wrong . yeah . completely wrong . at first , i guess everything would be alright . but i'd never thought this love would qonquer my whole life . i am now live with the reason to continue to love u and if there's no u anymore , that's mean i should end my life . babe , i'd walk in too far and there's no turning back and me myself dont really wish for the turning . babe , why when i love u i get hurted ? to know that u wont be mine for eternal is so dividing my heart into pieces . everything i do reminds me of u . i hate it when u tryna test my heart , omgg . u already know how hard i had fallen for u but u still like a fool ? man . . i hate u for treatin me like a kid , u bitch . uh ! i love u idiot :/ !

last ak out mlm mggu 2 and trouble bla bdk suluk yg trep bdk smbulan th pg attack dem and pudien tb2 . haih . sd lh dre tem d room lge ak xda mud. kimaa nya .


Ak mw berenti nh . mw berenti ! berenti sch .

8 MEI 2011 <3
BabyDear :')

She rawr 3:)

Bherr . bad mud ak dgn c ryan iyan th . wait dea un9 seja nh . last d bawa ke balai nh . sandi btl jg dea m'fitnah . hm



C bb boya th caap ak c cinta . miahahaha . best nya kna pggl gth . Wahhh . <3 <3 <3



i love my dear even more . erhh . i cant go even a second without her . arh ! terrible !

blurrrrr .

she always dissapointed me with her changeable attitude . sometimes i feel like i know evrthng bout her but sometimes she just like somebody else . unknown person .

DISSAPOINTMENT

kmaren monthsary kme . hmm . at fes b'jalan dgn dorg miza dl . pasth pg karaoke and join dorg tyty mnum . ngantuk nyer i tem th :/



Tem plg , ad trouble . at fes ak 1 keta gn tyty , ika and ulas . skale aunty monica dtg and caap , ' hazel , turun ! blek umah ' . dea babes buka pntu keta th . but nseb baek pntu sblh ak th rosak . kcewa sd ak tem th . then ulas caap lh yg kme mw pg room . aunty pn mw ekut nh . but c lowson mrh . b'gadu lge dorg , b'triak2 . bnceny d dgr . kuh suru seja c ulas jaln . rimas kuh mw m'dgrkn org gadu .



Ulas ntar dl kme d umah ptatan . trep spya nd d bw pg kepayan . bla aunty sd ntar miza and lea , bru ulas dtg and fetch kme pg room .



At first , everything is ohkk . ak dduk sblh tyty jg . i dnt knw what the hell was going on lh . really . i had just looking around cz that's my habit when im get bored and she told damn to me . bhaha . ak meninguk c miza ? c miza shka ak ? hell pui . pleng hell bla dea pggl c miza dduk d tgh2 kme . naa . motherfucker aite ? fuhh . i dnt knw how to calm my mind anymore . i just feeling shit and shit !



And everything turn into numb , i dnt even knw why . peoples get silent . ohh , i dont care . sdgkn hati ak yg saket pn x t'pduli , nh plaa mw pdule hal org . and really , i hate all those peoples last night . every1 act with their doggy attitude and it was fucking asshole of the son's bitchy bitch .



Omggg . i just cant stop shitting ! damn . pui pui . we finished up the drinks and went down to the car . i dnt even want to talk to tyty . she had dissapointed me and my day . slut ! omggg . but she followed us , i mean she sat beside me in the car and what is worst is when zaza was asking bout to send us to the nearest restaurant . so i'll have more time to spend with tyty in my shitty feeling . she sory , but i wont hear . bcuz it aint once i told her i have no freaky feeling toward miza and miza also . so ? she just burn the fire into larger .



While eating , i tried to not to speak with her . im tired to explain , yeah , really tired . im really disapointed when people dnt trust me at all . when i already told em how i feel , but they still act fool and its fuckly breaking my heart . automatically , im labelled a LIAR . PENIPU . naa . maen kw . pui . ak penipu , hha . ohkk . go on girl .



She kissed me goodbye and im numb . i dnt respon to it . shitty freaky fucking sad feeling still there , right inside my heart .



Omgggg . why i am crying writing this ? this is more hurted to compare with having a clash in a relationship . kecewa . kecewa saab suma yg ak mw t'jde x t'jde . kecewa saab x d prcaya . penat sudah mulut mw caap , mw xplain . I AM REALLY DISSAPOINTED . xda yg faham ak . PG MATI LH SMUA ORG D DUNEA .

freakk .

kmaren ad lake seal pg complain pasal ak maka ak nd knal pn . d caap nya ak minta puji n mw tarik p'hatian seja . damn . gara2 th ak xda mud terus mw b'txt n b'cl dgn tyty . haih .





08 MEI , arenh monthsary ak dgn tyty . ak t'bgn jam 12.02a.m tde and antar empty txt shma dea then dea wish ak . but ak sd tdr blek . hha .






Ak t'bgn jam 6.45 and terus txt dea and wish dea . after that i tdr blek . yg damn nya , dlm mimp ak th , ak pg ptatan saab mw pg smwhre tem mlm . tb2 ad 1 lake mw bwt mtcm2 shma ak dlm umah th . lake th ad kaitan dgn bdk alona . dea caap ak tmpau bge dea hrapn and romance ak . ak cb m'lawan tpe dea kuat sgt . dea x bwt lbe2 . pasth dea chaw . nd lma th , ntah mtcm mna c VIC bole ad d shna n caap yg pgkid ak ad d luar sd . so ak msuk dlm bilik and pggl staff2 ppuan yg bru . kme b'pgg tgn b'ramae2 and tb2 ad 1 lge lake pg pgg tgn ak . ppuan2 th tde suma trus pg peluk dea and caap , ' knp kw pgg tgn c hazel ja ?' then lake th caap , ' saab dea nh ak aggp adk ak' . dlm pikern ak trus tgkp yg dea th c rudy saab antara kwn2 lelaki ak , c rudy seja yg mtcm abg agkt ak . then dea bisik d telinga ak , ' msuk blik krg . ad abg mw caap ' . then ak ekut lh dea msuk . skale tem d pntu th , ak npk tyty . Tpe pelik . . dea ad jggut n misai . ak bingung jap and lake tde th tarik ak msuk . smp d dlm , lake th mw caap sd dgn ak , tpe byk org msuk tem th . mimp ak end bgth seja .






Freak huh ? mtcm ad org mw kc sdr ak t'hadap relationship ak skg . takut nyer :/

The Way I Fall ;D

i met her for the first time on . . mm . dunno th bila . lupa :D aha . tpe ak engt , tem th dea pkae bju putih , dea dtg dgn c chelsea , chel's bf and sammy . d saab kaan dorg nh b'psgn , i tot dorg msg2 coup . so mls nh mw pg tmpt dorg . hha .






And d next time i jmp dea , dea ramae2 sd gn kwn2 dea . puun mls mw tgur dea . malu ad , takut puun ad . bhahaha .





Pasth kena2 1 msa th ak yg take order dorg , i mean d next day . cra dea b'caap th bh , jahat nh . menyindir lge th . geram ak dgn dea tem th . mw seja d sutt . ak lekk lge nh tem . aha .


Pasth everytime dea dtg , all staff shna caap dea asyik tgk ak . ak pg mn puun kpla dea mtcm geometri nh , b'putar 180 drjh . hha ! ak nd caya at fes . saab ? saab jaat dea shma ak :'(






Then ad 1 msa nh dea suruh ak dduk d sblh dea . tem th i ngntuk kh ataw kikk puun ndtw lh . dea b'caap2 gn ak . dekatnya muka dea gn muka ak tem th . ak lekk seja . tem ak hmpr tuup mata saab ngntk , tb2 rhsa ad smtg d lips ak . ak buka mata and bru sdr yg dea kiss ak . ak respon cket seja then kwn ak teriak , 'bha , b'kiss2 plaa kmuh shna ah' . terus dea stop and say sory . i caap , 'erh , ohkk' . then nd lma th kme blek . at first heran jg nhpa ak m'respon ? x plaa ak tmpr dea kh , tolak dea kh . saab dea th , mm . paam2 lh . haih .











K'esokannya dea txt ak n say sory lge . ak tenang seja tem th jg . nd jg ak rhsa mrh . herann :D






Pasth , maken kerap dea dtg . kale nh bla dea dtg , dea mw ak dduk d sblh dea and pndae sd dea say yg dea shka ak . ak aggp maen2 seja word dea . hha .







Day by day , maken rapat . kna2 lge c miza nh kecoh . i guess , eth yg m'rapatkn kme . miahaha . but day by day puun ak maken geram dgn dea . keja dea marah2 ak . dea caap ak c maen2 dea . c budu2 dea . maki2 lge th . sd lh ak nh pantang d maki . haih . . pleng nd best , c miza nh mengasih kuar ceta yg ak n miza pena coup 8bulan . gilaa gilaa . hha . act eth apart of our plan bh . kalw ad org yg admire antara ak n miza , kme akn caap kme less spya nd kena shka lge . but bla plan th kena bwt shma my love nh , i rhsa laen plaa . rhsa b'salah ohkk .









Pasth , dea post 1 lagu d wall dea . SHANIA TWAIN-YOU'RE STILL THE ONE . i caap lh yg lagu th best . terus dea caap lagu th utk i . bhaha . act rhsa hepy , hha . then i bge dea lagu TITI KAMAL-JATUH CINTA . tpe miza nh seal2 , dea terus sindir ak . 'bilang nd shka . . bilang no feel . . bilang not my taste' Hha . kimaa nya .









Nd lma th , bla b'txt or b'caap , kme act mtcm dea milik ak , ak milik dea . weird huh ? tpe blm coup . hha .





02 MEI , ak , miza , dea and bryan pg room . tem nh kme b'mesra lbe dre yg slalunya . act , ak rhsa laen jg . saab kme bukan coup puun . mgpa b'mesra smp gth kaan ? tpe , ap bole bwt . org sd shka :D kena2 lg ak rhsa selesa shma dea . and tem th , i'd got my first love bite made by her . bhahaha !







07 MEI . kme outing . ad dea , miza , eyja and iera(btl kh jg ak spell nh ? hha !) ak kna kc kena seja dgn dea . ak lekk seja lh smbl t'senyum kambing . hha ! and tem mlm , tem minum th . tem th masuk 8 MEI sd . ak lupa ap dea caap shma ak smp ak caap , 'ohkk bh , kta kc kmpem , arenh kta coup . 8 MEI . ohkk ?' . bhaha . bukaan mabuk punya ayat ohkk . kikk man. hha ! then , dgn rasminya kme coup :')







Last kme jmp , 01 JUNE . for the first time , ak kiss dea dluan :') tem d tangga bwh , tem dea b'caap , ak pelan2 kc dekat muka ak n kiss dea . hha . *getenya* but ! kejap je tw . bkn yg gete2 puny th . hha . and smp ke harenh , th lh last kme jmp :'/





nuw i had miss her badly ! sygg dea btl2 sd nh . cuma dea seja yg saluw m'ragu . are2 kme gadu . tpe x lh yg teruk sgt . hmm . ap puun , i sd janje , dea yg PERTAMA AND TERAKHIR . her name is tyty :')