DISSAPOINTMENT

kmaren monthsary kme . hmm . at fes b'jalan dgn dorg miza dl . pasth pg karaoke and join dorg tyty mnum . ngantuk nyer i tem th :/



Tem plg , ad trouble . at fes ak 1 keta gn tyty , ika and ulas . skale aunty monica dtg and caap , ' hazel , turun ! blek umah ' . dea babes buka pntu keta th . but nseb baek pntu sblh ak th rosak . kcewa sd ak tem th . then ulas caap lh yg kme mw pg room . aunty pn mw ekut nh . but c lowson mrh . b'gadu lge dorg , b'triak2 . bnceny d dgr . kuh suru seja c ulas jaln . rimas kuh mw m'dgrkn org gadu .



Ulas ntar dl kme d umah ptatan . trep spya nd d bw pg kepayan . bla aunty sd ntar miza and lea , bru ulas dtg and fetch kme pg room .



At first , everything is ohkk . ak dduk sblh tyty jg . i dnt knw what the hell was going on lh . really . i had just looking around cz that's my habit when im get bored and she told damn to me . bhaha . ak meninguk c miza ? c miza shka ak ? hell pui . pleng hell bla dea pggl c miza dduk d tgh2 kme . naa . motherfucker aite ? fuhh . i dnt knw how to calm my mind anymore . i just feeling shit and shit !



And everything turn into numb , i dnt even knw why . peoples get silent . ohh , i dont care . sdgkn hati ak yg saket pn x t'pduli , nh plaa mw pdule hal org . and really , i hate all those peoples last night . every1 act with their doggy attitude and it was fucking asshole of the son's bitchy bitch .



Omggg . i just cant stop shitting ! damn . pui pui . we finished up the drinks and went down to the car . i dnt even want to talk to tyty . she had dissapointed me and my day . slut ! omggg . but she followed us , i mean she sat beside me in the car and what is worst is when zaza was asking bout to send us to the nearest restaurant . so i'll have more time to spend with tyty in my shitty feeling . she sory , but i wont hear . bcuz it aint once i told her i have no freaky feeling toward miza and miza also . so ? she just burn the fire into larger .



While eating , i tried to not to speak with her . im tired to explain , yeah , really tired . im really disapointed when people dnt trust me at all . when i already told em how i feel , but they still act fool and its fuckly breaking my heart . automatically , im labelled a LIAR . PENIPU . naa . maen kw . pui . ak penipu , hha . ohkk . go on girl .



She kissed me goodbye and im numb . i dnt respon to it . shitty freaky fucking sad feeling still there , right inside my heart .



Omgggg . why i am crying writing this ? this is more hurted to compare with having a clash in a relationship . kecewa . kecewa saab suma yg ak mw t'jde x t'jde . kecewa saab x d prcaya . penat sudah mulut mw caap , mw xplain . I AM REALLY DISSAPOINTED . xda yg faham ak . PG MATI LH SMUA ORG D DUNEA .